dreams, and goals.

tbh, i should really put this in the whole 'horsey' blog, but i'm bored of having two, and really cant be bothered blogging about my riding much tbh i think a basic video on yt sums it up more; but here are my goals within the next year.
1.) to get rid of nerves whilst jumping.
2.) to jump higher.
3.) to get spider in an outline in canter.
4.) to go out for a long hack and jump a few tiny logs.
5.) to have a controlled, not scary gallop.
6.) to ride a few different horses.
7.) to take some lessons.
8.) to get my own horse.
9.)to jump another horse without being nervous.
10.) to get a share/loan.
11.) to go on a riding holiday.
12.) to enter a competition with spider.

these are the things I think are reasonably possible to do with my life.

but what about the dreams?
why did i want to ride in the first place.
for all them reasons, and more.
1.)to do cross country.
2.)to be a BSJA showjumper.
3.)to gallop care free along a beach with my own beautiful grey arab ;)

i doubt they are possible within the next year, but for me the reasonable ones will be enough to make my day :D