confessions (:

ok i decided to post my secrets and facts ;) onto a blog cos im bored.
1.) i have tried a ciggarette ew.
2.) i think rupert grint is like amazing (:
3.) i have an addiction to fizzy drinks.
4.) i want to be a photographer.
5.)i live in a crappy ugly town
6.) i have a twin who lives in candada.
7.) i dont really. but shes called olivia and i love her ;)
8.) i have died my hair about 4 times.
9.) i could sit on sims unleashed forever.
10.) heartland is my fave tv program :P
11.) i feel depressed about 40percent of the time, and about 80 percent during school term.
12.) i had a guinea pig called truffles who died at 2pm on the 2nd feb 08, for weeks i held a minutes silence at 2pm everyday for him, and i still miss him.
13.) i now have another guinea and a rabbit called nutmeg and bailey ;)
14.) i ate 4 cans of whipped cream in 7 hours before.
15.)im currently laughing my head off at something on tv thats seriously unfunny.
16.) i like to talk alot.
17.) i have never been on an aeroplane :o
18.)i love tuna subs from subway :D
19.) i have barely a handful of true friends.
20) i should name them.
21.) shannon appleby,louise connely, megan kentlsey, ashton hargreaves, lauren spencer (:
22.) i love them all.
23.) despite the fact none of them liek R.G 24.) there loss.

emma watson teen vogue :]

ah hello.

i've decided that instead of just rambling on abut my boring life i'll fill this blog wiht clothes and stuff and yano whatever...

I just thought I'd put up some photos of the photo shoot thing emma watson did for teen vogue before the release of harry potter and the half blood prince., cause I love all her clothes and the way its been done, because for people who instantly thought of her as a bushy haired 11year old in harry potter seeing this its as if she loses that look for once? But yeas i love everything about these photos.

Hello again

yet another blog about pretty much nothing :)
decided to change the blog, cos it was beginning to get abit annoying having luna freakishly staring back at me yano. and the transparantsy, wtf! :L
anyways, back to school in two weeks. well i guess we've got a while left? and not planned anything, neeed to meet up with everyone, and i need this new dress i desperatly want (L) loads to save up for! :D - also lots happening on the horsey front, got confidence now jumping so i think its gona be oryt (Y)
blah this blogs boring, sorry.
my sisters talking to her frogs, that her and my bestfriend collected and decided to keep in my room *sigh*. they're weird. and they crap alot in the box thing. which aint nice.
and now she's calling one of them winnie, and blah.
this is weird.
they scare me. are you scared of frogs? i am.
they just climb and bounce and freak me out.
ah whatever.
i'm not updating as much now,
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thasabout it for now :)

long time no see

hello :]
third blog of the summer i think?
it's gone wayyy too fast. Not been doing much, been to the cinema a few times and stuff but its all boring.
And looking outside now its freezing cold, throwing it down and the sky is complete grey. blah.
anyways, i just want to leave a quick blog with links in, yeahyeah im so cool.

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summer update :)

Ah hello :)

Just an update of this summer so far.

So, Quite abit has been going on. I have spent a week with spider and solar looking after them which was awesome :) i also improved my jumping - which i was quite good, and i was pleased with all though i do wish nerves hadn't of got the better of me and held me back, and that I had rode better at the time.

Alot more stuff has been happening, but I doubt i should be sharing it with the world wide web pfft. But anyways, I'll talk abit about some of it. What had happened.

Ever since i was around 10years old, I have believed in the spirit world if you get me? :L and alot of things have happened that have practically proved this to me, as my family seems 'connected' to things, idk if people will get that but yeah. And something happened this week and that has made me want to go deeper into the whole thing. It does involve animals, and i have books about it, and i want to understand it more. so yeah i've been doing research ect, which i doubt you care about.

And also we've been painting, designing, cutting, sticking, buying things and doing alot more, and i'm designing some clothes atm. Hopefully the summer will carry on as good as it's been so far! :) anyways hope your all having a good summer, and dont think im too much of a freakin loser.

xx

quibbler anyone?

Ahh so as you have probably noticed, my blogger has changed to luna from harry potter (Y) because everytime a book came "notice past tense :'( " out and everytime a film is released i become MAJORLY obsessed once again, because incase you haven't noticed i LOVE the books :D i dont actually talk about them much i doubt even my closest friends know but ohwell :) and i seem to change who my fave people are every time ;) this time its Evanna Lynch and Rupert Grint lawl :)
Anyways i'm gona go now i just felt like a quick post :)
aurevoir .

talk to yourself.

hello
instead of filling this blog with lovely summery things like running through a grassy field with daisys in your hair, (not that i could anyway because the fields are full of mud and it rains every ten mins) i am severly bored and about to thrash out all my anger :) yay for anger!
ok ok ok people are REALLY annoying me atm, and if they say anything like it again i will go sick at them. no joke, i could throw them out a window atm :)
but yes, my summers going pretty boringly, just wasting my days away going in the garden listening to music and watching icarly on nick teen because im just super cool. pfft.
my plans for the summer are to over come my bordem for at least 24hours jump a decent sized fence without severe pain when i connect with the ground after ever so stylishly doing an unplanned dismount (Y) get lots of clothes, and go to the OH SHOW IN LONDON :D
oh and i actually have not properly introduced myself to you all if i think about it, so here i go. trying to describe one of the most horizontally and vertically challenged person you will ever meet in a few words :) i am absolutly obsessed with horses, i want to move out of england as soon as i can, but not out of the uk if that makes sense, i want to own a horse and i want a job in fashion. which is weird in some ways, oh and i love music :)

summer :)

finnaly it's summer - thank god :} and everything seems to be working out okay at the moment, i've got 7weeks off school instead of 6, lots of riding to squeeze in and some amazing days with friends to look forward to :}
for activity days, which seemed to take forever to come round as you all probably know i went to blackpool and laser quest (: blackpool was AMAZING and worth the wait - we got soaked in fountains and log flumes. the big one was just HILARIOUS and seriously i would go on it all day if i could :) i think i might go again in the summer if we all meet up, and everyone just tags along :} laser quest was okay but didn't have any money. which is seriously BAD when you feel sick, need a drink, and there are thousands of lovely cold drink shops, and clothes shops staring at you :L
anyways, i just thought i'd say have an amazing summer everyone :) will blog later if i have time - but if i don't for a while - ILOVEYOUALL.

dreams, and goals.

tbh, i should really put this in the whole 'horsey' blog, but i'm bored of having two, and really cant be bothered blogging about my riding much tbh i think a basic video on yt sums it up more; but here are my goals within the next year.
1.) to get rid of nerves whilst jumping.
2.) to jump higher.
3.) to get spider in an outline in canter.
4.) to go out for a long hack and jump a few tiny logs.
5.) to have a controlled, not scary gallop.
6.) to ride a few different horses.
7.) to take some lessons.
8.) to get my own horse.
9.)to jump another horse without being nervous.
10.) to get a share/loan.
11.) to go on a riding holiday.
12.) to enter a competition with spider.

these are the things I think are reasonably possible to do with my life.

but what about the dreams?
why did i want to ride in the first place.
for all them reasons, and more.
1.)to do cross country.
2.)to be a BSJA showjumper.
3.)to gallop care free along a beach with my own beautiful grey arab ;)

i doubt they are possible within the next year, but for me the reasonable ones will be enough to make my day :D

hello

Hello people who for some reason have interest in my life.
I have been off school today, and I had an orthodontist appointment. I did not want to go all the way to Blackburn when trying not to be sick, but what must be done must be done. And so i trailed all the way in the car with dad to blackburn, parked in the mall carpark, and went through the shopping centre and to the orthodontic place. Waited for almost half an hour, before being told there was no point in me being treated while I was ill, and so a wasted journey? went back through the shopping center and grabbed a cappuccino from caffiene rush stall, which was nice seen as i was freezing and walking back in the rain. Got back, and chilled out, before coming back online.
Now watching the micheal jackson memorial on sky. It's depressing, but ohwell. I am sick, and i am going to be sick. I missed a french test, have lots of revision, and two sports days to look forward to tomorrow and the day after. Fail.

raaa.

got in for laser quest! (: soo on activity days going blackpooool and laser questt (: and got some exciting news, if all confirmed will share on youtubeee :) in the meantime, shannons coming home today so i won't be a loner anymore.
a kiss with a fist is better than noneeeee. sorry i'm listning to that, only FATM song that i like :P
started doing '365days' on flickr, upto day five, today shall be day six. no inspiration! helppp?

hello.

wow;
haven't been on here in awhile, but i PROMISE i'll come on more now, aslong as you all PROMISE to read my blogs. got loads of new clothes at weekend, laser quest and blackpool pleasure beach soon with ashton and mia (:
feel sick atm, and not a good sign as a boy in my town has just been diagnosed with swine flu - creeping me out seriously.
ohemgeee
micheal jackson is dead. eek. found on twitter, haha. but he's being burried soon in neverland, and 200unknown songs? WANT TO HERE THEMM.
started doing a year of photo's will be weird to look back at them in a year, and remember these things, lawl.
heatwave this week! been roasting, not sure if that's why im feeling sick but yeah. hottest days supposed to be tomorrow.
eep i have to do my english homework soon or i will die, - miss forbes would throw me out a window and it wouldnt surprise me. lots going on atm. got a talk to prepare for on monday only found out about it today and reports go home next week :| :| :|
blog soon'xo

paw-prints xD

haha i couldn't think of a good title for this blog, but yes it's about dogs as you can probably guess.
well i've been jumping angel more and she's become alot calmer tbh and it's doing her alot of good, she's also jumped much bigger than her self but i havent got much on film. but yes shes been a ver good girl.
then we've also been walking stella. Stella belongs to shannon appleby's god father, and she gets money for walking her, so she gets money we both get to walk her so it works out well. she really loves her ball so yeah she proper focuses on her ball and sometimes runs right through the jump but when she does it shes a really good jumper.
ooh and shan's grandma has a alsation cheri whos ver strong so yeah she didn't really get the idea she had to jump the jump and we had a lot of run outs xD
ooh and my fave bit to blog about..
I SAW HARLEY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS TODAY.
He's grown so much and he's not the litttle pup he used to be! he deffinatly still has a sweet face and i recognised it in a shot but he's bloody gorgeous we had a quick hello seen as we was going past the house so yeah it was nice to see what he was like now :)
we then walked a springerr spaniel who was abit strong called nelly. she's really bonny but doesnt no many commands.. lol. I was the only one of me amber louise ect that managed her and she is really quick but shes really nice and i wanna seeher again so hopefully (Yn)

updatee.

well i said i would blog after hawkshead, and i forgot its now sunday the week after :) Hawkshead was amazingly funny and really good this time, it was boiling though and in the village i just sat on a tiny wall hid in the shade with like only 3 houses in sight. I shan't blabber on because there was so much to write about. We went to tarn hou and then to conisten aswell, and will make a vid for yt soon i think.

Went back to school this week, its very boring as usual and was piled up with hw from the minute we was back in the stupid place. Anyways im glad the first week went fair quick cos i was desp. for weeekend to come.
Also rode spidey in the week, blog on the other blogg www.spideyandshannon.blogspot.com or whateverr the link is.

Um well also been doing some jumping with my dog angel recently btw. She's really good and i think that when i get more space and equipment to improve she will be fab :) Done some this morning and got her going over without a treat. We didn't go high because we were very cramped in and she got quite tired because it was fairly warm.
We're going to pets at home today aswell so i will look for training things to help and stuff. Umm i think thats about it tbh because i havent done...that much.,.

Ooh apart from, yesterday we went to mcdonalds in the morning for breakfast with shannon and amber. Got a sausage and egg mcmuffin and a hot chocolate. Then we went to the cinema and watched Hannah Montanna Film lol. But it was quite good tbh, better than i expected it to be, and I really liked it actually :D dont i sound super duperly cool. We went into town afterwords, and then shan bought me some redy brown hair die. Died it when i got back and its like a dark reddy browny purple colour but i like it. It's actually closer to my natural colour than it was beforre. :)
Um yeah anyways i think we'll be off now bye,.

hello xD

wow i never write in here. and got even more news. The weathers been fair good tbh these last few days - perfect timing for the holidays ;D but only got weekend then back to horrible crappy maths. i also dont know what i'll be doing because i wasnt there for the test and yeahs its very hard to explain whats happened but ah well - shall tell you all on monday.
everything seems to have broke down this week my phone went so i got a new one - which broke but is now fixed thank god. i love it aswell, by far the best one i have had xD
the washing machine and the tv remote, and aswell
THE LAPTOP. so yes im stuck no sound in a room as big as a cupboard on a computer slow as hell. was up till 2am last night downloading ONE bloody song.. pathetic eh? OOH and guess what is aweeesome -
might be going to hawkshead tommorrow a little village in the lakes - will show some photos. its my fave place ever (well one of) and loads of tiny shops.
then we will move on to tarn oiu (not sure how to spell) but its a really gorgeous lake and stuff that is really nice, by then it will be evening and we will then move onto another tiny village for a pub meal and a go on thje TINY park. its so cute and lovely.
if i go lots of photos for you yeah :)



anyways, till later..


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xxxxx

wow.

i haven't wrote in here for a while. soo..
wow alot has happened in the last few weeks tbh. and i have loaaads to do - yay it's finnaly half term. Been bit by a staffy - heeled pretty much though now and had sling off. :) still adot sore but used to it by now. need to go to get some new clothes, and waaant to go starbucks so bad :P been out on a lonnnnng walk today quite tired. got lots i need to save up for atm aswell. phone's broke and in desp. need for a new one - proly get an lg cookie. need to get someeething though. whatever its like :L

i bet you does.

bet you think i have nothing better to do with my time don't you? well then your probably right. so very bored. its bloody boiling in the back room urggh. AHH GET ME OUT OF HERE. >:(
not happy.
got a bomb of homework to do. ahh just got my jods chaps hat and boots ready fo' tomorra so i shall be prepared (for once in my life)
im such a geek. here i be, sat in my pink piggie pajamas and dressing gown, blabbing on to absolutly noone. such a cool dude i be.
not.
argh..
BYE

EUGHH.

blah i absolutely hate school. i also absolutely hate it when you have like a thousand pieces of homework to do in two days. MORE science lessons, more science revision, more french, more DT, more english, history, re and aload more other craap. eugh.
Ahh the suns shining, but tis quite windy, hope its warmer tomorrow - riding spidey.
todays been dead boring; not done anything no ones been out or anything. have some weird feeling it might be a boring weekend (N) eeeeugh.
The hounds just had a good walkies, and off to see my piggie and rabbities soon ;D
Really can't wait to see the spidey, feel like I havent rode in forever. Anyways,
Bye.

weird day.

This blog is of no importance. I enjoy talking to my self thoroughly (:
Eurgh I thought we were going to get off with no homework this week. got piled up with revision, french - alot of rubbish. And to top it tall off, double science :) YAY what fun. not. eurgghh.
last lesson was just watching the year 11s rehearsing for there drama GCSE tomoz. Oh and just someothing ashton has confesssed; thought I would note down for future reference:
ashton:D says:
i like porno !
Well yes I found that amusing. After school randomly went out taking photos. IT WAS SUNNY. and then just messing with a frizby :L and hit a bottle of coke that was on the wall with it - it did go flying. Went to TZ with shan after cause I had nout else to do so yeah. Just got in noww. :)
Cheerio.