Friday, 24 July 2009

talk to yourself.

hello
instead of filling this blog with lovely summery things like running through a grassy field with daisys in your hair, (not that i could anyway because the fields are full of mud and it rains every ten mins) i am severly bored and about to thrash out all my anger :) yay for anger!
ok ok ok people are REALLY annoying me atm, and if they say anything like it again i will go sick at them. no joke, i could throw them out a window atm :)
but yes, my summers going pretty boringly, just wasting my days away going in the garden listening to music and watching icarly on nick teen because im just super cool. pfft.
my plans for the summer are to over come my bordem for at least 24hours jump a decent sized fence without severe pain when i connect with the ground after ever so stylishly doing an unplanned dismount (Y) get lots of clothes, and go to the OH SHOW IN LONDON :D
oh and i actually have not properly introduced myself to you all if i think about it, so here i go. trying to describe one of the most horizontally and vertically challenged person you will ever meet in a few words :) i am absolutly obsessed with horses, i want to move out of england as soon as i can, but not out of the uk if that makes sense, i want to own a horse and i want a job in fashion. which is weird in some ways, oh and i love music :)

Monday, 20 July 2009

summer :)

finnaly it's summer - thank god :} and everything seems to be working out okay at the moment, i've got 7weeks off school instead of 6, lots of riding to squeeze in and some amazing days with friends to look forward to :}
for activity days, which seemed to take forever to come round as you all probably know i went to blackpool and laser quest (: blackpool was AMAZING and worth the wait - we got soaked in fountains and log flumes. the big one was just HILARIOUS and seriously i would go on it all day if i could :) i think i might go again in the summer if we all meet up, and everyone just tags along :} laser quest was okay but didn't have any money. which is seriously BAD when you feel sick, need a drink, and there are thousands of lovely cold drink shops, and clothes shops staring at you :L
anyways, i just thought i'd say have an amazing summer everyone :) will blog later if i have time - but if i don't for a while - ILOVEYOUALL.

Wednesday, 8 July 2009

dreams, and goals.

tbh, i should really put this in the whole 'horsey' blog, but i'm bored of having two, and really cant be bothered blogging about my riding much tbh i think a basic video on yt sums it up more; but here are my goals within the next year.
1.) to get rid of nerves whilst jumping.
2.) to jump higher.
3.) to get spider in an outline in canter.
4.) to go out for a long hack and jump a few tiny logs.
5.) to have a controlled, not scary gallop.
6.) to ride a few different horses.
7.) to take some lessons.
8.) to get my own horse.
9.)to jump another horse without being nervous.
10.) to get a share/loan.
11.) to go on a riding holiday.
12.) to enter a competition with spider.

these are the things I think are reasonably possible to do with my life.

but what about the dreams?
why did i want to ride in the first place.
for all them reasons, and more.
1.)to do cross country.
2.)to be a BSJA showjumper.
3.)to gallop care free along a beach with my own beautiful grey arab ;)

i doubt they are possible within the next year, but for me the reasonable ones will be enough to make my day :D

Tuesday, 7 July 2009

hello

Hello people who for some reason have interest in my life.
I have been off school today, and I had an orthodontist appointment. I did not want to go all the way to Blackburn when trying not to be sick, but what must be done must be done. And so i trailed all the way in the car with dad to blackburn, parked in the mall carpark, and went through the shopping centre and to the orthodontic place. Waited for almost half an hour, before being told there was no point in me being treated while I was ill, and so a wasted journey? went back through the shopping center and grabbed a cappuccino from caffiene rush stall, which was nice seen as i was freezing and walking back in the rain. Got back, and chilled out, before coming back online.
Now watching the micheal jackson memorial on sky. It's depressing, but ohwell. I am sick, and i am going to be sick. I missed a french test, have lots of revision, and two sports days to look forward to tomorrow and the day after. Fail.

Saturday, 4 July 2009

raaa.

got in for laser quest! (: soo on activity days going blackpooool and laser questt (: and got some exciting news, if all confirmed will share on youtubeee :) in the meantime, shannons coming home today so i won't be a loner anymore.
a kiss with a fist is better than noneeeee. sorry i'm listning to that, only FATM song that i like :P
started doing '365days' on flickr, upto day five, today shall be day six. no inspiration! helppp?